My Life Destroyed as Soon as I Started Smoking, How smoking led to my life unraveling—seeking your advice.

A few years ago, I decided to try smoking. At first, it was just a way to fit in and deal with stress. But quickly, it spiraled into an addiction. My once stable life began to crumble. I lost my job, struggled with relationships, and faced constant health issues. The emotional toll was immense—I felt like I was betraying myself and everyone who cared about me. Every day became a battle between the urge to smoke and the guilt of what it was doing to my life. The fear of starting over was overwhelming. I knew I needed help but was terrified of the change. I tried to quit several times, but each failure felt like a step backward, making it harder to stay motivated. I’m now at a crossroads. Do I continue fighting this addiction and try to rebuild my life, or do I let it consume me completely? I feel lost and unsure about my next steps. Your advice would mean a lot—should I stay in the fight and seek more support, or is it time to make a drastic change and leave this life behind for a fresh start?